So, today’s the day.
I knew this day would come soon enough.
Today’s the day that we say our final good byes.
Now, I know that you’re going to ask if i’m going to be okay.
And it may surprise you that the girl who once wanted to jump off A bridge,
The girl who wanted to stop breathing,
The girl who was so confused… and sad… all the time….
She in fact, will be okay without you.
That girl, is so strong.
And the reason why she is so strong is because she is loved.
She is loved so damn much.
Loved by so many damn people.
People who are there for her no matter what because she isn’t someone that you just give up on…..
I’m… I mean “she” is worth fighting for.
And do you know why?
Do you know why she is worth fighting for?
She’s worth fighting for because she fights for everything.
Every damn second of her life has been spent fighting for something.
After all, she only fights for what matters.
Acceptance, equality, her life, happiness, and you.
She fought so damn hard for you.
But you don’t care.
In your life there have only ever been two people that truly loved you.
However, only one of these people have admitted that they would take a bullet for you.
And she… is standing right in front of you.
So it may surprise you when I ask before I leave;
“Are you going to be okay without me?”
Because this time, I am strong. I am loved.
And this time, when I walk out that door,
I will be gone for good.
People get tired of fighting for someone, who is in fact the one shooting at them(me), even when they offered to take a bullet for them(you).